Re: Re: Prayer Circle
By: sn0w0wl to Newborn on Fri Feb 15 2008 12:00 pm
> Newborn wrote:
> > Why is it you think I was dissparing you for a lack of knowledge of God
> > You entirely misunderstand me. I was upholding you in your time of per
> > need and attempting to encouage you to rely upon Christ for comfort and
> > help.
> I'm sorry...I'm just a cranking jerk right now...my life sucking right
> now is, for the most part, almost completely out of my hands and I'm
> just feel like everything is out of control...I'm watching everything
> fall down around me...I feeling like a reverse of Samson...instead of pushing
> everything down, I'm standing in a falling building trying to
> hold the pillars together...
> on top of that I'm just getting tired of being in chronic physical pain
> all the time...sometimes I just wanna put a bullet in my head...except
> with my luck I'll just paralyze myself so I can't even hold the pillars
> anymore and the building can fall...
> don't listen to me...I'm just whining...
It's OK I understand. I have my own burden to bear too. For the past 6
months I have beem in and out of hospitals and nursing facilities three
times. I have been operated on for colon cancer (tumor removal and
intestine resectering), fallen and factured my hip, and have serious
diabetic complication.
I have seen just about every condition possible to happen to a human
(including death) to people of all ages. While it was and is not pleasent
the Lord has been with me all the way.
While my health has deteriated radically (the cancer has spread into the
blood stream), I look forward to my homecoming and trust the Holy Spirit
to keep ne in the Lord's will.
I know it is a lot to bear, but keep trusting in the Lord to comfort and
guide you. Suicide is not the answer and solves nothing. We live in a sin
filled world and the god of this world (Satan) does everything in his power
to defeat and destroy us. Remember Greater is the power in you then is he
that is in the world (and unlike Sampson don't cut your hair ( I-) ).
Newborn
"Suffering can teach us what we can't learn in any other way."
> step back...nothing to see here...
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